Igatsus..

Väsinud olen. Ei jõua ära oodata, mil üle koduläve astun ja Rossu kaisus unne vajun. Ja siis lihtsalt olen, mõtiskledes möödunud aasta üle ja mis tuleb järgmisena.

Puhata tahaks. Ilma segamata. Ilma üleliigse lobata. Ilma üleliigsete emotsioonideta, mis on saatnud mind terve aasta. Ilma ärevuseta ja enda pideva kehtestamisega.

Kõigile, kes mulle mõtlevad ja igatsevad tahan suured vabandused saata, et endast väga tihti teada ei anna. Kui te vaid teaks, kui palju ma tegelikult teile mõtlen ja igatsen. Võibolla see võtabki jõua, et üks pikk kiri valmis kirjutada. Sest emotsioone oleks liiga palju. Gerla oli siin ja andis mulle mõista, kui toredad te kõik olete ja kui vedanud mul on. Sander, pea veel viimased kuud vastu ja siis veedame ühe mõnusa nädala koos Hollandimaal, eks. Oi, kuidas ma oma vennat ikka igatsen! Ema, ma tean kui väga mind koju ootad, et oma mõtteid minuga jagada. Varsti olen seal ja väsitan Su oma lobaga ära ;) Tubli oled, et seal meie kõigi jaoks olemas oled! Paps, hea logo saime ikka koos kokku onju. Selle auks võtame suvel koos sõidutunde, et ma saaks ka logoga ringi uhkeldada. Sina siis õpetaja rollis, eks. Kai ja Andres, mis ma oskan öelda, uudis mis teilt saime on ilusaim maailmas. See teeb õnnelikuks. Teie õnn teeb õnnelikuks. Kati ja Ingmar, hmmm, Ingmarit ju tegelikult väga veel ei tunnegi, aga Sa oleks nagu juba aastad meie pereliige olnud. Nii tore, et meie armsa emotsionaalse Kati ellu tulid. Ja Kati, lihtsalt kui hea on Sinuga koos neid tähtsaid eluteemasid arutada ja veidi toriseda. Ja mu kõik kallid tüdrukud, oijah, nii musid olete mulle. Mis siin ikka, juunikuus kallistame tunde, eks ;)

NII IGATSEN JA ARMASTAN TEID KÕIKI!

Marketing..

Ups.. it ain't so bad.. right ..haha

Love..

Love has been one of the main subjects in my recent life. Love is the Power which makes life worth of living and world a better place. I enjoy to speculate about Love. It is inspiring.

'Love is everything it's cracked up to be…It really is worth fighting for, being brave for, risking everything for. '
Erica Jong

'To fear love is to fear life, and those who fear life are already three parts dead. '
Bertrand Russell

'Love isn't a decision. It's a feeling. If we could decide who we loved, it would be much simpler, but much less magical.'
Trey Parker and Matt Stone

'What else is love but understanding and rejoicing in the fact that another person lives, acts, and experiences otherwise than we do…? '
Friedrich Nietzsche

'Sometimes when you look back on a situation, you realize it wasn't all you thought it was. A beautiful girl walked into your life. You fell in love. Or did you? Maybe it was only a childish infatuation, or maybe just a brief moment of vanity. '
Henry Bromel

'There is no remedy for love but to love more.'
Henry David Thoreau

'Just because you love someone doesn't mean you have to be involved with them. Love is not a bandage to cover wounds. '
Hugh Elliott

'Love is, above all else, the gift of oneself. '
Jean Anouilh

'Gravity. It keeps you rooted to the ground. In space, there's not any gravity. You just kind of leave your feet and go floating around. Is that what being in love is like? '
Josh Brand and John Falsey

'To be brave is to love someone unconditionally, without expecting anything in return. To just give. That takes courage, because we don't want to fall on our faces or leave ourselves open to hurt.'
Madonna

'Love is an act of endless forgiveness, a tender look which becomes a habit. '
Peter Ustinov

Jack Johnson "Sleep Through The Static"

Fell in love with his new album from the first moment and found my favorite song of his ..

Angel

I've got an angel
She doesn't wear any wings
She wears a heart that can melt my own
She wears a smile that can make me wanna sing

She gives me presents

With her presence alone
She gives me everything I could wish for
She gives me kisses on the lips just for coming home

She could make angels
I've seen it with my own eyes
You gotta be careful when you've got good love
Cause the angels will just keep on multiplying

But you're so busy changing the world
Just one smile can change all of mine
We share the same soul
Oh oh oh oh oh ohhh
We Share the same soul
Oh oh oh oh oh ohhh
We Share the same soul
Oh oh oh oh oh ohhh
Oh oh oh oh oh ohhh
Umm umm umm uhhhhhhmm

Stolen photos of Maas..

So, this is where I live. Still. Famous Majella.

My previous window.


And this is how we carry the traffic. This is to my liking.


Hier waak ik. Ihiii. I could have one of these.


A view I am already missing.

River de Maas. Relaxing.

Do you know where this bridge is?! ;)

And this street?! Both near to one of the places we spent our time when tired spending our time at the library .

Just random. Looks nice, isn't it.

And this is just so beautiful.

Christmas 2008 ..

A wish for next Christmas.. not much to ask, right..

Rotiaasta!

Varastasin Gerla blogist pühvlite kohta ;)

Anna gaasi! Pühvel tunneb end rotiaastal julgema ja riskialdimana kui muidu. Ja nii see peabki olema, sest tal on varuks mitmeid tähtsaid projekte ja plaane, millega ta valmis tahab saada, plaane, mis teda tavaliselt pigem eemale kohutanuks. Sel aastal ei tule edu aga kaugelt otsida, ka mitte armastuses.

Eks siis aasta pärast saab vaadata, mis ja kuidas ;)

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PÕMMMMMMMMMMMMMM... they shot me.. again..

but I have a courage to fly high, while being aware of that I may land on my face and have to get up smiling...

Life..

And it happened again. Those crazy butterflies scrabbling in the stomach. Sweet eyes. Soft hair. Adorable smile. Seriouse look. Melodic voice. Catching laugh. Ordeliness. Craysiness. Stubbornness. Regard. Godlike kisses. Smell of the skin. Feeling of missing. Fortune to be human and experience all this. And remember with a smile on the face when recalling in the future. LIFE, I LOVE YOU!

Belief..

Something I truly believe in:

We choose the moment to get into our physical stage and when to leave it. In time, we become conscious we have accomplished that "something" we were sent here for, and we know the fact we cannot implement anything else. The circle closes, the soul leaves the body and starts to search for other experiences that will help to find the supreme self-knowledge..