Love..

Love has been one of the main subjects in my recent life. Love is the Power which makes life worth of living and world a better place. I enjoy to speculate about Love. It is inspiring.

'Love is everything it's cracked up to be…It really is worth fighting for, being brave for, risking everything for. '
Erica Jong

'To fear love is to fear life, and those who fear life are already three parts dead. '
Bertrand Russell

'Love isn't a decision. It's a feeling. If we could decide who we loved, it would be much simpler, but much less magical.'
Trey Parker and Matt Stone

'What else is love but understanding and rejoicing in the fact that another person lives, acts, and experiences otherwise than we do…? '
Friedrich Nietzsche

'Sometimes when you look back on a situation, you realize it wasn't all you thought it was. A beautiful girl walked into your life. You fell in love. Or did you? Maybe it was only a childish infatuation, or maybe just a brief moment of vanity. '
Henry Bromel

'There is no remedy for love but to love more.'
Henry David Thoreau

'Just because you love someone doesn't mean you have to be involved with them. Love is not a bandage to cover wounds. '
Hugh Elliott

'Love is, above all else, the gift of oneself. '
Jean Anouilh

'Gravity. It keeps you rooted to the ground. In space, there's not any gravity. You just kind of leave your feet and go floating around. Is that what being in love is like? '
Josh Brand and John Falsey

'To be brave is to love someone unconditionally, without expecting anything in return. To just give. That takes courage, because we don't want to fall on our faces or leave ourselves open to hurt.'
Madonna

'Love is an act of endless forgiveness, a tender look which becomes a habit. '
Peter Ustinov

Jack Johnson "Sleep Through The Static"

Fell in love with his new album from the first moment and found my favorite song of his ..

Angel

I've got an angel
She doesn't wear any wings
She wears a heart that can melt my own
She wears a smile that can make me wanna sing

She gives me presents

With her presence alone
She gives me everything I could wish for
She gives me kisses on the lips just for coming home

She could make angels
I've seen it with my own eyes
You gotta be careful when you've got good love
Cause the angels will just keep on multiplying

But you're so busy changing the world
Just one smile can change all of mine
We share the same soul
Oh oh oh oh oh ohhh
We Share the same soul
Oh oh oh oh oh ohhh
We Share the same soul
Oh oh oh oh oh ohhh
Oh oh oh oh oh ohhh
Umm umm umm uhhhhhhmm

Stolen photos of Maas..

So, this is where I live. Still. Famous Majella.

My previous window.


And this is how we carry the traffic. This is to my liking.


Hier waak ik. Ihiii. I could have one of these.


A view I am already missing.

River de Maas. Relaxing.

Do you know where this bridge is?! ;)

And this street?! Both near to one of the places we spent our time when tired spending our time at the library .

Just random. Looks nice, isn't it.

And this is just so beautiful.

Christmas 2008 ..

A wish for next Christmas.. not much to ask, right..

Rotiaasta!

Varastasin Gerla blogist pühvlite kohta ;)

Anna gaasi! Pühvel tunneb end rotiaastal julgema ja riskialdimana kui muidu. Ja nii see peabki olema, sest tal on varuks mitmeid tähtsaid projekte ja plaane, millega ta valmis tahab saada, plaane, mis teda tavaliselt pigem eemale kohutanuks. Sel aastal ei tule edu aga kaugelt otsida, ka mitte armastuses.

Eks siis aasta pärast saab vaadata, mis ja kuidas ;)

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PÕMMMMMMMMMMMMMM... they shot me.. again..

but I have a courage to fly high, while being aware of that I may land on my face and have to get up smiling...

Life..

And it happened again. Those crazy butterflies scrabbling in the stomach. Sweet eyes. Soft hair. Adorable smile. Seriouse look. Melodic voice. Catching laugh. Ordeliness. Craysiness. Stubbornness. Regard. Godlike kisses. Smell of the skin. Feeling of missing. Fortune to be human and experience all this. And remember with a smile on the face when recalling in the future. LIFE, I LOVE YOU!

Belief..

Something I truly believe in:

We choose the moment to get into our physical stage and when to leave it. In time, we become conscious we have accomplished that "something" we were sent here for, and we know the fact we cannot implement anything else. The circle closes, the soul leaves the body and starts to search for other experiences that will help to find the supreme self-knowledge..

Forgetfulness..

Tuesday evening. Exchange student evening. A little party with the ones who are still here. Happy times. Laugh. Dance. Secrets. Kisses and hugs. Feeling of love in the air. Longing of the ones who already left. Some day we all will go, but those walls will always remember. And we will never forget.

Week of sleeping and wondering..

This week has been lazy. I have not done much. I feel like a little kitten who has lost its favourite toy and now sitting in the corner having no clue what to do.

I have not been busy in school as I expected to be. Two spinning lessons, not three as I wanted to. No walks outside, since the weather has not been so tempting and it is not always fun to admire nature alone. What have I done then? I have been sleeping a lot, watched episodes of Friends and wondering about life. Am I doing at the moment what I wish to do? What will happen when I return back home? What are my plans for the summer? Actually, I do not know the answers to my questions, yet. Guess, I just keep following my track and life will show me the turns I need to take. It has worked so far. I am a bit disappointed that I have waisted the whole week doing almost nothing, but guess I needed it. To spend some time with myself in my Wonderland. I have not visited it long time now, which I consider as a good sign. I always hide myself there when I feel sad and lonely. Yes, now I am pretty sure I needed this week for myself. But this also means that next week I need to be more efficient!

Lately I have discovered myself analyzing words of the songs. Especially, I fancy one Estonian song 'Puudutus' performed by great singers Maarja-Liis Ilus and Koit Toome. It is Estonian version of the song 'Sometimes when we touch', just that the message of the song in Estonian is much more beautiful. I love this song. It gives me peaceful feeling and makes smile inside. Life will never be this way, but dreaming of the happiness keeps us going.

Ei sinuta ma teadnud kuis udust tõuseb päev
kuis langeb täht ja ükski soov ei täitumata jää
ning öö ja küünlavalgus ka seegi tundub uus
meil lõputa näib algus, nii kaunis ja kurb

Puudutus nii hell ka nukrail hetkedel
vahel palju muuta võib see meid
Ja selle puudutuse eest annaks kõik ja rohkem veel
ja on tunda, meile kuulub vaid see

Kas öelda suudab keegi palju tundeid muudab aeg
kas teada võib, et kunagi on lahkumisepäev
Nüüd ei silmi peida me teineteise eest
su embuses end leida ma ihkan veel ja veel

Ja kuigi aastaid möödub me teed ei lahku viij
a hinges see mis lõhub ei jahtu iialgi

Miks varem ma ei teadnud, et minnes käsikäes
kui mina hetkeks peatun ka sina seisma jääd
Nüüd ei enam peida me tundeid teiste eest
su embuses end leida ma ihkan veel ja veel

Ja on tunda, meile kuulub vaid see